He is worth it.

I just felt to encourage you to pursue God. Seek Him above all else. Sometimes He asks us to do things that are hard. HARD. I don't care how lame it seems, sometimes when He asks us to do something, it's hard. It is those times that we question Him or try to ignore Him and do it our own way, but let me tell you, HE IS WORTH IT. He's asked me to do things in the past few months that were very hard for me and I ignored Him for a long time; my relationship with Him became strained and forced. I finally gave in and did what He said, and HE IS WORTH IT. Pursue Him. Devote time to Him. Passionately, recklessly abandon your heart to the one who made it and let Him rule your life. HE IS WORTH IT. Looking in, it seems like a lot to give up, or a lot of time to spend on Him, or too much effort, but He is so worth it. I can't even put into words how beautiful He is when you finally give in and let Him love you. 

This isn't a one-time deal. You have to choose Him every day. We tend to forget how great His presence is when we're not in it, so you have to continually come back and humble yourself before Him. But, He. Is. Worth. It.